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well.

here it comes. my final year of societies accepted torture.
2011, my time and place where i can escape the shackles of those thought to be kind.

They teach you things considered, important.
But life has no more need for what they say, than if you are to follow in their footsteps.

the irony, we cannot follow in their burnt path of life.
their path is red hot only for those who know what their doing.

im 18, i am yet to choose which of these dreaded paths i look down.
nature is a cruel being, making me choose what kind of pain i want till the very end.

but sometimes, there is a ray of light from nature's assistant, the sun.
she shines her rays and reflects it off that smooth path of a cool and metalic feel.

Safety.
how cool and refreshing for my feet.

This is what each and every person desires, their shiny mirrored path.
It reflects only your truest desires back at you as you walk.

there is nothing more yang than this.
How does one even dare to choose the ying?

as I walk a little further I see the inner workings of my soul at work.
it is truly beautiful. It is

What i
Desire.



btw Kitty, i think u made me into an alcoholic. i went to the doctor for some really bad stomach pains and they said its  too much alcohol in my blood. (i still dont understand how that works, i didnt think that was possible, i thought it killed liver not stomach) but anyway. im gonna have to stay off for like a month.

EDIT:- holy fuck, so many typos.